It has been a while since I wrote about feelings, people and relationships. The thing is these things change daily. Hourly. In a matter a fact they can change in an instance. It takes only one look, one word, one second, one action, one person. One everything. It all comes down to how would you let something affect you. It all comes down to you.

As we all know life can change in an instance, that is why we should stop for a moment and embrace all the happiness that is currently surrounding us. You can always find something to be happy about. We all live in a never ending pursuit of happiness. We always dream about something new. We set new goals, want new jobs, better paychecks, bigger houses and it never stops. After a fleeting moment of pure happiness when you reach what you have been longing for it gets old. It is an elusive state that floats away like dust in the wind.

My days are pretty normal. I am happy. I am sad, normal sad and nothing more. Sad when my baby is crying. Happy to see him grow and sad about the fact that the baby faze is quickly rushing by. I feel blessed and loved. No matter what happens, I am so grateful for these blessings that nothing can take this happiness away from me. It will always be cherished and I will never forget these moments in life. I changed a lot after I had my baby. I feel like a new person and I try to live by the following rules.
Do not get me wrong, my life is not perfect. Far from it. But I have amazing people surrounding me, family that loves me and at this point in my life I regret nothing. All of the awful experiences, stupid choices, bad habits but also great experiences, good choices and great habits got me where I am today and I am grateful for that. I love my life and I embrace it with all the amazing and bad moments as we all have them. Life is not picture perfect, but when I am going to look back someday it will be a picture I will love.

M.